~demented me~

<3

2008-03-14T19:58:55Z

look at these pg haha

dementedlilme @ 2007-06-21T01:25:00

2007-06-21T06:27:10Z

hellp me

dementedlilme @ 2007-01-20T12:30:00

2007-01-20T18:40:08Z

lost little girl so lost and scared is she
she did not know it might have been just meant to be
did she make the right choice i guess we all will see
lost little girl so scared is she you see her masks are lost
now what is she to be she stands there lost and scared naked for all to see
she wants to scream but the sound just does not come to be
the screams are red thats all thats left you see for this lost little girl in me

dementedlilme @ 2007-01-09T02:57:00

2007-01-09T09:11:26Z

its 3 am and i am again awake. i think
soon i am going to go a little more
insane than i already am and that is
a frightening thought. i just saw it says
more ways to post up there. it says voice
posting i didnt know that or do you have
to have the kind of account you pay for hmm
probably so. they dont like that i write here
they dont liek anything i do really i think
they will leave me alone when i die. what
do you think?

dementedlilme @ 2007-01-08T13:01:00

2007-01-08T19:08:53Z

"Snow White Queen"

Stoplight, lock the door.
Don't look back.
Undress in the dark,
And hide from you,
All of you.

You'll never know the way your words have haunted me.
I can't believe you'd ask these things of me.
You don't know me.

You belong to me,
My snow white queen.
There's nowhere to run, so let's just get it over.
Soon I know you'll see,
You're just like me.
Don't scream anymore my love, 'cause all I want is you.

Wake up in a dream.
Frozen fear.
All your hands on me.
I can't scream

I can't escape the twisted way you think of me.
I feel you in my dreams and I don't sleep.

You belong to me,
My snow white queen.
There's nowhere to run, so let's just get it over.
Soon I know you'll see,
You're just like me.
Don't scream anymore my love, 'cause all I want is you

I can't save your life,
Though nothing I bleed for is more tormenting.
I'm losing my mind and you just stand there and stare as my world divides.

You belong to me,
My snow white queen.
There's nowhere to run, so let's just get it over.
Soon I know you'll see,
You're just like me.
Don't scream anymore my love, 'cause all I want is you.

have you ever felt like someone is always watching you?
like they know your every move?
have you ever felt like their words burn right through your soul?
like you will be haunted by them forevermore?

~demented me~

2007-01-08T09:15:42Z

ok i've never done a journal before but wtf will give it a try
i'm awake yet again. i just went to bed not even 30 min ago
and i am fkn awake again. am trying hard to not let my evil
ways take over my crazy head becuz i know my friend cares
for me. why she does i don't know. so i decided to look into
this and then see if sleep comes back to me. sleep hmmm
sounds familiar. ahhh yes it's the zzzzzz's that keep eluding
me. voices are getting loud so i guess it will be another
restless day in my pathetic lil life.ugh